whenever i turn on my hairdryer, i feel compelled to sing.

it's because it drowns out my voice. maths is hard. difficult difficult should be revising. maths problems. "if lauren subscribes to a magazine that costs 2.75 a month for a year, how much does she pay for the year?"
what magazine is lauren subscribing to. why is she subscribing for just one year. is it a music magazine. she's a musician. i wonder what she plays. bass. definitely bass. she's one of those bass players with long hair. hipster jeans. she should change her name. lauren isn't a bass player's name. she must be in a band. i wonder what they're called. HOW MUCH WILL SHE PAY FOR THE YEAR ALEX???????????

dropped the lid of my orange juice inside my glass. my life is average. delayed trains. red snacks.. kit kat. doctor pepper. matching. chipped nails. wet shoes. rain. i never ever get interesting texts. talk to me. talk to me. talk to me. found my keys. so so very behind on coursework. baths toothpaste skin wash. i keep looking up at the same time as this girl in my english class and it always looks like i've been staring at her. john fowels created a complex character in frederick clegg. he's aggressive when it's needed but has a non-voilent disposition. he's fragile. he's virginal. he's twenty-five years old. miranda is only twenty. he won't have sex with her because he can't but he wants her as his guest. the collector. sore elbows. my jeans are too big. dad yelling at the television.

i miss you.